Bear with me... I'm sharing something that I feel is important, and so it may help somebody else out with what they are going through, also.
Pain grounds us in humility, reminds us of our humanity and our mortality. It allows us to feel, to develop a sense of empathy. It helps us because we feel our soul again, destroying the ego, preparing us for better things.
In the complexity of all things being considered, I have found from now and again, a vital untying of the mind. It allows for more moments of inspiration, when simplicity is revealed for that which was once beyond our comprehension. Everything just clicks... falls into place. And so, we develop a deepening appreciation for all that is beautiful in this existence, and for that which is to come in the hereafter.
That's all that I have to say for now. I hope that somebody who needed that small revelation, was helped by it. It may have saddened you a bit, but you'll understand the significance of things once you are grounded again, capable of putting aside little things in order to grapple with what ails you. Thank you for your time and consideration. Best wishes for you and yours.